ABURIDDO LIFE...

Aburrido...spanish word for boring...and an apt description of my life here........projects,assignments and presentations-not at all a prob!!but only if there is some life beyond the seemingly eternal voyage between college and hostel......i mean its really embarrasing to say that i live in MUMBAI.....

and its only because of the huge huge gap between expectations and reality.huh????life again.......

You get what you never desire and what you desire is something........far beyond your reach.hey hey tell you something,i have great dreams in life..."great" that's the word......people who know them say--"you expect too much from life". vat else do i do then???just accept whatever crap comes my way and get the best out of them.....i know that's supposedly the most ideal way to live life but then arent the most greatest people in world those who have never followed the widely treaded paths???my god.. hadnt it been for the thoughts about my life and career i would have run away from here.on second thoughts this hopeless phase of life is actaully making me more determined to get vat i want so as to never end in situations like this.dnt know vats in store for future(short term ......long term i pretty much aware of..) but my dreams,my ambitions..no matter how much unrealistic they sound to people are my life support system here.........

P.S-im not a frustated or depressed personality as it may appear on reading this...its just that my friends here who feel the same are not bloggers like me and those who are havnt written about it!!

The Self-Made Eternal Bond!!!

I remember who would not show her completed homework to teacher only because she didnt want me to be scolded alone for not completing the work.........I remember who would come running to meet me at night on hearing that my mood is not good.......I remember who would call me up ten times in a day only because i said that" i feel happy when i talk to you"......and I also remember who hugged me and said "I'l always be with you" when I was rude to her,indifferent to her for 3-4 months......who are they???in first case...shaswati,second case....aman,third case.....gopesh and fourth case.....shaswati again---------my BEST FRIENDS!!!!

All four of us meet in class five -twelve years back....were kids then(and not at all smart as ten yr olds today..)...career,life,love.......alien to everything...what was interesting for us was the content of others' lunch box or the new video game that someone bought.Life was so simple then....no complexes,no competition,no grudges........only friendship!!!It was the innocence and purity of childhood that got me close to these three cartoons and made them forever and forever........my BEST FRIENDS!!!!

I had no intention to write about them here today but a call from shaswati yesterday with aman's voice schreeching from behind just took me back to those wonderful moments that we have spent together..well it aroused in me a bit 'J' factor too........shas and aman together at home and i here 1800 kms away from them working on a useless assignment.Huh???life can be so hellish!!!Aman is at home after around six months....cdnt meet him when i left for mumbai......and dnt know when will i see him again in person...he's gem of a person but never misses a chance to pull my leg(sometimes even publically!!!!..what a friend i have) and vice versa too.He has given me a special name(which cannot be disclosed here) loves goosiping like anything....im dead if he reads this....he's one essential pillar of my emotional support system and his funny but encouraging words are just a call away(hmmm....he's become a bangalorean now....calls are more than meetings). Shaswati...my alter ego!!!couldnt have asked for a better friend than her....more than love or affection........i respect her...respect for sticking to the right things no matter how difficult situations become......respect for forgiving my mistakes and bearing with all my nuisance.......and respect for being the perfect agony aunt for me........I only have one thing to say to her-"Shas I love you!!!.I will never hurt you again........just be a bit patient with me as you always have been.......you know how i am......."

And now my third BEST FRIEND,my captain Gopesh...probably the only person in the whole world who can make me LAUGH LAUGH and LAUGH for hours.......and then say"tumse bada paagal koi nahin"....hey captain i miss u!!!where r u???got so busy in ur life that didnt get 2 mins in the last 30 days to give me a call.......and ur cell it seems has gone off to eternal sleep.......off forever....i wish everyday to get a call,a scrap ,a sms frm u........do so as early as possible..........i havent laughed heartily for a month now.......miss u!!

Hey......my three eternal friends!!!

I LOVE YOU PEOPLE.......u know that actually!!!cant imagine this or infact any life without u 3.......always be there with me.........i need u!!!

THE LONG AWAITED RETURN...

So finally this "ever so busy" person gets time to blog again...I desperately wish to come out of pseudo busy life style and pour my heart out here...human beings are so strange..what they do is actually what they never want to do..and what they want to do is what they never find time to do..and when white hair come..they enter the brooding and repenting mode!!!

people around me have developed murderous tendency coz i am keeping them waiting for dinner...so vl have to curb my writer instincts till tomorrow.......vl surely be back !!